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Name: Kristine
Birthday: 6/6/1982
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Monday, April 30, 2012

The Well

I seem to have fallen into the well of depression again.  It seems perfectly justified and yet completely irrational. I have all the reasons in the world to not be happy.  I have all the reasons in the world to give up and yet I know how embarrassed I'd be to share these reasons.  I know that no one would agree, even the pessimistic.  I know all this, so I sit quietly at the bottom of this well by myself and hope that no one notices I'm gone.  Just hope…  Because if they do, they'll also discover how little they care about it.  


Sunday, April 15, 2012

So many of my heroes have fallen.  So many have carried me onto mountaintops and left me standing there all alone. They'd remind me in our time together that I should prepare for when they'd be gone.  I guess I never learned to predict their exits.  Where have they gone? I look at them now and they aren't who I thought they were.  Their eyes are empty and flawed.  Their superpowers exchanged for envy and weakness.  A cold mortality blankets them. Were they ever really there? 


Sunday, March 25, 2012

Somewhere

 
Somewhere here on God's green Earth 
Is a place for me
I must believe despite this search
From stone to sea to sea 
And still not having found it yet 
Through disappointments glare
I keep on walking with the faith 
That I belong somewhere

- K. Sa 


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

The Aftermath of a Meltdown

There's a part of me that still breaks
From time to time
There's a part that still makes
All the same mistakes over 
And a part that still wakes
In the middle of the night
From nightmares, pains, and aches
That only grow as I'm older 
 
Though my skin has thickened
I'm somehow still sickened 
By this fence around my world 
A cursed white-picket 
 
There are angels among demons
Disguised as one another 
And I know no better
So I follow them all 
 
Till the fires meet waters
And the faces of others
Reveal themselves slowly
But I'm already enthralled 
 
There's a part of me that will fight 
When cornered again
And a part that will rescue
The rest of my soul 
But I'm waiting tonight
To hear from that Friend
That Friend who runs late
Each time I'm un-whole
 
Un-holy.
 
Friend, please peace me back together. 


- KSa

 


And he says...

"If we continue to love each other all the day... we'll be okay."



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